People arround me, start asking and asking how is my preparation for my wedding day. Still 7 days to go, but for me, its like running with the time. Everythings just fine. But it feels like there are still so many things unsettle yet. For example : choosing the dessert. Very simple problem, the details, the most ignoring and must be done like others big thing.
But, i’m so excited to pass this ASAP. Ha ha ha, please dont blame me, before u ever felt this feeling.
Tonight, all mum’s relatives sleep at my house, cause tomorrow we will do the “sang pia” traditional pre-wedd stuff.
And here i am, fight with the PMS. Pre-Married-Syndrome. Puuuurrrrfect… I need dog. SERIOUSLY. I need to spend more time with dog. They absorb my pain, my stress, my negative thinking, my schizophrenia (ok, i’ll stop. Not funny). But only this guk gukk can heal me. Hiks. I miss dog. Miss my dog. Miss wisely’s dog. His dog is awesome. (I’m hardly trying to provoke him to let his dog getting married and getting u know…, oops, so i can have the baby dog of his.
My mum and me struggle about the hair style of the bride (which is me, as her daughter). We agree that the new style of sanggul, is really “too much” for a tine tweety face like me, and the pony tail style is too simple. So we think is a curly style with a tiara is the best choice. But we’ll see.
After all the up and down feeling this days, i wish i can’t more learn to be a good “sheep” with a good heart. I wish i’m not that fast to feel down about everything. Take everything on negative side. Or desperate like hell (oops) if something turns to be not like i wish. I wish i have a good heart when pass this life. So, its time to learn.
I really worry about the shoes. It seems like i choose the wrong shoes as my wedding shoes on my wedding day. But i really like the shoes. And i really exhausted to do another shopping just only for shoes. Hopefully, this white dearly shoes not hurting my feet for about 8-9 hours. Need to pray. ^^ And i’ll need lots of bandage.
So, i’ll becoming a bride soon.
I’ll live with one man, my husband.
Thanks God for everything. He leads us until this day. Through the hardest part. Thanks God who created this universe, and give the greatest love first. Thanks God, in this year… Thanks God… I have my dear mum, and parents of my fiance who help us alot, and their caring on us. And bravo for the music team. The music arrange man, and the team. Awesome.
Me-Melon-Again. Fiuh… better go to bed, and have some sleep. Good night, and God bless. A wedding, the wedding chord, the wedding bells. Thats all make me smile… So, i’ll becoming a bride. Yey.
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Ps : Seminar Hai Hai tinggal 9 hari lagi.
Ps : For people who really worries about me, dont worry. I’m fine. I just PMS, and melon. Other syndrome, NOT. So, trus me, oke?
Ps : Theme – Romantic.
Ps : have i told u about seminar hai-hai? Oh, i have.
